It’s late in the night and suddenly my hands started to press the keyboard buttons to express my idea and feeling.
Hari Raya is just around the corner and I have not felt the excitement to celebrate this celebration. This is the thing that never happened to me even once in a lifetime. Am I normal to feel this way?? For the first time I feel totally and completely in love with Ramadhan. There is a serene and tranquil feeling deep inside my heart that I could not put it into words to describe it further. And as time passes by, I wish and pray to God to allow me to meet the next Ramadhan by His will Insya Allah.
I am not sure if blogging is still my priority now because I have tried to write as frequent as possible in the past to renew my entry but it would always stuck halfway and I finally threw it in my waste bin.
I think I have already changed to a different person that I once know before. I speak less, and I think more. I laugh less, and I smile more. What is happening to me now?? I am scared to enter the boredom of adult life. But as my age will never go backward and I am approaching 25 next year..I suppose I have to make myself ready to be as tough as I can to face the challenging world await me in future.
I hope if these changes are good for me..Let it stay and be part of Akmar so that I could transform her to become a better person just like what her parents wanted her to be.