It’s been a hectic month at office recently and I love being busy. Oh please let me do all the works.. I am hunger for work. Everyone in office (mostly the men) seems afraid to let me stay late to finish my works as they claim I have bigger responsibilities at home. Ie, to serve my hubby.
October was really a pack month to both of us. Most of the time when we arrived home we just stare at each other and have a good hug, asking about our day and then continue to do our unsettled business. It was so pathetic. It became so obvious when one day I felt an absolute pity to see him doing work on notebook for his never ending presentations in front of his professors when I accidentally fell asleep on our carpet room. When I woke up, he was sleeping silently next beside me. Alhamdulillah everything is running smooth again now.
We enjoy watching Grey’s Anatomy season 5 and House. It feels like heaven. There is no exact word to describe it. And yes, even though it was a hectic month, I should show and express my most gratitude to hubby for helping me a lot in doing house work together. Without his help I am pretty sure our life would be a mess for a whole month. Thank you sayang.
I always feel old and old. Maybe it is because of my increasing age or perhaps I am becoming more mature than my actual age. I just do not know. Maybe it is true.
By being a wife to a doctor you have to prepare yourself mentally and physically, to consider him spending most of his time at hospital and anything could be happened when you have arranged activities and plan together. It’s a tough job to stay awake late at night to open the door when he arrived home from hospital at 2a.m. or 3a.m. and to wake up the next day to go to work.
Besides that sometimes when we went to some places ( shopping or watching movies ) and suddenly he got the emergency call from hospital, we have to rush back to the hospital and I have to wait him at the hospital lobby. If I was lucky, I will get a chance to sit on the sofa, otherwise sadly, standing while waiting is not an option for me. If I was lucky again, it would be about 40minutes but sometimes I have to keep smiling waiting for about 2 hours and more.
And yes, when he is always not around me, most of the things I have to do it myself, the decision has to be made fast, and it must be a good one. There’s no room for a silly mistake because it will only create trouble to my life then. Actually it built up my patience and confidence in handling a bigger thing in life.
That is why people see me today looking so mature than my old face in university. I think I am thinking way too much and I like the new me! I can see things in a different perspective now and I can decide which the best one for me is. Thank you sayang for giving me this wonderful opportunity to explore myself and digging out my inner potential that has been concealed all these while.
And yes. I have to face the fact I am having an old face in a young age. Huhuhu. But hey, it’s an obvious signal “don’t mess around with me!” hahahahahahah. Oh yes, thank you God for giving me this face and this life. Alhamdulillah. ^_^