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Saturday, March 27, 2010

Akmar in March 2010

It’s at 15th floor and the view is fantastic; overlooking the Menara Maybank and high rise buildings.. but deep inside I still have this feeling; something is missing that I have to figure it out. It’s already March and April is just around the corner. Time passes by so fast till I tend to forget what has happened yesterday. I am too busy to plan for my tomorrow and this job needs me to plan a week ahead.

(This is the main fiber rail tunnel for our wimax project situated at SENTUL NOC; our main office for WIMAX)

I had a terrible nightmare last night. There were lots of numbers chasing after me. There were big like a transformer robot and I ran as fast as I could to save my life. It’s been a couple of weeks I have been having the same dream when I sleep and it’s frightening me so much. Is this the life I wanted to have for the rest of my life? I don’t have the answer so far …

My colleagues in YTL are the best colleagues that I could wish for. They helped and taught me a lot especially to my cubicle mate, senior Chan; till now I feel confident enough to answer all those questions raised from Cisco, Ceragon, Datacraft, or even the staging team. I have a clear view of wireless network; Thanks to everyone who helped me through all these while.

Someone told me ‘silent is a virtue’ and I am not going to elaborate more on my feeling now. It will just open up the wall that cover your weakness. I am still looking for opportunities out there and that is the only thing I can say now.

Ani has just turned 28 last week and mommy has turned 55 last 2 months and I have turned 25 last month. It’s just a number for most people but I believe the bigger the number the higher responsibilities we need to carry in life. I love being mature and responsible because it will make me focus in whatever I do and it will reminds me that I have a guideline that I must follow so there shall be no room for mistake ahead. I wish that I will become a better person every year. 

Fuad and I have a dream. A dream for God knows how big it is. We are working on really hard to achieve that and we will always say to one another ‘If this dream is that big, we need to work together and make it a happy ending story to both of us’. Sometimes when one of us breaks down, the other partner will try the very best to bring up the spirit back and forced ourselves to be happy. If we want to make it one happy ending story, we want to be happy as well while achieving it. And I am glad to have a sun that will always shine whenever there is a gloomy day and a sun that will always bring back my spirit up on the sky.

Oh Fuad… He locked my heart and threw the key in the lake. He will always be my yesterday, today and my tomorrow. I love you dearly honey.
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