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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

a TWENTY SEVEN year OLD lady


Ehem ehem..drum roll…dddrrrrrrr….HAPPY  BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

I have learned that the best gift on your birthday is to wish and reward yourselves something. It was you who walked this road; it was you who faced all the obstacles and challenges in life, hence who sit at the best position to wish you but yourselves? 

Phew..The journey is long enough for me to understand well about love, human characters, foods, tricks and games in life, good vs bad, and the list should continue a little bit more.. When I was young, I was always amazed with the adult’s life; the adventure, the adrenaline and their spirit. 

Now I am beginning to enter this phase of life where the number of 30 is not too far from my sight. I should thank GOD, the merciful Allah who gave me opportunity on 2011 to become a mother of a lovely son. Sometimes, when I was staring at him, seeing him growing, I was in a state of disbelief.. I am a Mother now.
Life is a train, not a train station, hence 27 is just a number to me. There are so many things in life that I want to explore and experience. All the hardships brought benefits in my life. Whenever they touched me, I sit, think about it, if it requires tears then I will let it fall down to chill up my mood again, then strategies, plans and actions will take place to let me become a better human yet again.

 Living as Nur Akmar is quite tough since I am a true observant; small things and reactions I can detect even though everyone does not notice it. I keep some part of my emotional feeling inside and it’s hard for me to let it out. I am scared if people out there to see my anger because at that time you will not recognize me anymore. Hence, I tamed it and try not to let it out from my cage. Life is hard enough for you to add spices into it.  But above all, I love to see the face of happiness, happy news; it makes me happy as well. But it does not mean that I disgust bad news. Sorrows and bad news are important to wake me up to the reality of life and what I can contribute to make this world a better place to live.

I called mama this early morning and said thank you to her for giving birth to me. I owe her my life and my breath. I am living today because of her battle 27 years back. It is why God put mother at the highest level of mankind. Their sacrifice has formed the population on earth. We should never forget that. I am planning to say thank you to her more often afterward. She is the queen of my heart forever.

27. I welcome you wholeheartedly to my life. May the number will keep me motivated all the time.
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. MAY YOU BECOME STRONGER  AS TIME PASSES BY.

P/s : My entry last year. Gosh, it's already a year. Cepatnya..

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